It will be lonely around here, but I can’t say that I’m terribly upset. This visit hasn’t been all that joyous. I was happy to have the help moving my things from Lancaster in to the condominium. However, all the boy’s melodrama has been a bit overwhelming. I do hope that Adam is able to work something out with Stephen, but, of course, it’s too early to know. He plans to find a new gay friendly psychologist in New Jersey so he can continue counseling there. He hasn’t talked to me much about his progress with his counselor here in South Florida, and I haven’t pried. However, he indicates that they have talked about his having a fear of intimate relationships of any kind because of the stress that has always been present in the relationship with – um – you know who. There I go again. More trouble. How do you write a personal blog without including personal information?

Ah, well - It will be nice to have the place to myself again.


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